Attention Deficit

My mind does not sway like

awkward young lovers slow dancing

at their high school prom.

My mind does not run up and down

a beach like water carried by the tide.

And my mind most certainly does not

billow like a branch in the breeze.

 

My mind is erratic and sporadic,

It’s fantastic and its spontaneous.

It jumps from room to room,

wall to wall like electricity

it is

electric.

 

My attention deficit is not a disorder,

it is a way of life.

A way of life that not all can understand

but for the few that do they can’t live any other way.

 

Side to side, up and down but never

billowing back and forth between

hobbies, interests, goals and direction at the speed of light

hyperfocus

hyperfocus

hyperfocus.

 

Everything else ceases to exist until a new

fascination catches your eye.

Some take medicine to slow the brain,

but I think this defeats it’s purpose.

 

Attention deficit is not a disorder no,

it is a way of life that allows for

 

creative explosion.

 

The Morning News and Snow

I sweat while I hack up
dust balls in the oily smelling
morning –5:09
I pound the coffee grounds into
the receptacle and wait
an empty stomach grows like a hybrid monkey
I ignore it
and read another Isacc Babel story
–that horrible war
and lumber to the cinema books
there is a picture of
Satre smoking on the beach
at Cannes 1947
I pull at heavy drapes
and am surprised by a white and
dark world
almost black and white but with
a strange blue hue –snow in february you are so cliché
now I can admit to the
chill and bring the portable heater
to my knees
and open the paper
an article on the next supercontinent,
Amasia they call it, interests me,
that gradual continental shifting,
a snail’s slow dance, that I
tell myself I can feel
hold on
and I read about
Iran’s nuclear program another
excuse for war, there are
so many, another witch hunt or
la conquista –la expulsion de los musulmanes
or la muerte de kunst
and as if struck I forget about Amasia
not hearing the death gulping
cries of the geese
confused as I am
I head for my covers
and forget the drab snow and morning
and I dream of that new
supercontinent and I know
I’m hearing and feeling the magnetizing pull
of continents under
folding water

Rose Mary Boehm

Under cover of night

The fiddler in blue gave the slip

to a toad of African proportions.

Toad wanted the fiddle.

The big silver whale

walked out of the water

took over the bandstand

 

and the angel folded his heavy

wings. In the soft light of

loving consequences the dragonflies

sat quietly on shimmer and

sparkle. Brook burbled and wouldn’t

change its tune.

 

Marigold floated on blackbird’s

melody, holding on to spiderwebs

during intervals. When manta ray

flew silently overhead all notes

burst with an audible sigh.

 

The Collector

finds them in bars,

parks, buses, the underground

or coffee shops;

 

he frequents downtown

pole-dance joints, picks up

blondes, brunettes or curly blacks.

 

Long legs, ample behinds,

he’s not choosey. All have one

thing in common: they talk.

Too much.

 

Somewhere in Soho they stagger

down those stairs

on dizzying heels,

click-clacking their way

into his basement. Call him

affectionately ‘Nutter’,

 

make themselves comfortable.

He smiles, puts his finger

to his lips and readies

the little machine. Pushes

the button and records

ten minutes of their silent breathing.

 

Terror

How much time is left?

In the whispers and hissings

are hidden words.

Mum and Dad disappear

after they kiss me good night.

They don’t know that I’ll soon be taken.

Something strokes me with cold feathers –

I wish I could tell.

 

Another ordinary story

Spring, it seemed, had changed

its mind. Like a disenchanted lover.

Pink, white, purple and tender greens

encased in winter-hardened water

topped with powdered sugar.

Fulgent in that white winter sun.

 

One harsh spring morning you

turned. No last glistening glory,

no last display of what

could have been.

 

A German-born UK national, Rose Mary Boehm now lives with her second husband in Lima, Peru. When not writing poetry she wonders who to kill in her third novel, or goes off on a travel photo shoot. Her poetry collection TANGENTS has been published in the UK, and her latest poems have been/are about to being published in US poetry reviews.

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