Shipwreck

This ash-gray mouse asleep in my pocket,

this miserable list crumpled in my pocket,

this comet rattling around in there,

in the cluttered pocket,

unable to escape.

 

No squeaks—shy twitching of gray wire whiskers,

no pencil or ink—tea stains on tissue,

no flight—burnt afterimage of circling gulls

mocking the eagles, mocking the sea.

 

At high tide, the mouse nibbles biscuits and jam,

at low tide, miseries tangle long black tresses

in kelp.  The wrongs that are hidden, north and south,

east and west, fill the ever-rolling waves, toss

the coffins of crabs up on the sand.

 

Every morning the comet

hurls itself into the salty

bay and

disappears.

 

There’s a man washing dishes in my pocket,

There’s a woman longing to hear the owl’s flute secluded

in the cedars.  In their own bed of percale

and sea grass, this man, this woman flash like comets.

Their arms and legs like ribbons

of lightning, burst through the clouds.

The slight, silver hairs of their souls rise like paddles,

moving the canoe out on the tide.

 

Diane Hueter served as the librarian for Texas Tech University’s The Sowell Family Collection in Literature, Community and the Natural World until her retirement in 2022. She now divides her time between Lubbock and the Olympic Peninsula. Her poetry has appeared in The Carolina Quarterly, Nelle, Western Humanities Review, and SWWIM. Her book After the Tornado appeared in 2013. Her work has been nominated for the Pushcart Prize. Her poem, The Stranger at the Door, received 3rd place in The Connecticut Poetry Award (2023).

 

Diane Hueter

Secrecies

After I share my secrets, I’ll remind you to

Burn them in a pyre when my body’s ash.

Carry my regret, silence in stone. Feel the weight.

Deny my mysteries. The loudest plead for light.

Euphemisms are hallucinations of language.

Forget what I tell you. No. Remember. But first

Give me time to collect my words before I go.

Hide them, shove them through the shredder.

If I said I never wanted to be a mother, would you

Juxtapose that with my pride in my child–

Known only to me. Time within time, waving away.

Love for a child unexpected. At 23, how did I?

Mothering, an obligation my body accepted.

Nature or nurture, the argument goes. I have no

Original answer. Unclear, I forced myself to think.

Perhaps, I thought too much. Or did I do enough?

Quit listening to me ramble. I’m in a frantic state.

Reality is outside my unsecured front door. Lock it.

Soon, I’ll write my story–the truth, and the slant.

Too much to unspool. I unravel, mostly at night.

Usually, I see my cracks inside your curiosities,

Vagaries, moods, quirks, like those rickety rides,

Whipping me around. My rag doll head lacks support.

Xerox my musings. Pursue my words across the page.

Yowling, I let my utterance, a long mournful cry, go.

Z is for Zebra. It’s understood it can’t change its stripes.

 

Linda Laderman is a Michigan poet and writer. Her poetry has appeared in numerous literary journals, including The Argyle Literary Magazine, SWWIM, ONE ART, Thimble Literary Magazine, The Scapegoat Review, Rust &Moth, Minyan Magazine, 3rd Wednesday, and Mom Egg Review. She has work forthcoming from Action, Spectacle, Quartet, and One Art. She is the 2023 recipient of Harbor Review’s Jewish Women’s Prize and was recently nominated for a Pushcart Prize. Her mini-chapbook, What I Didn’t Know I Didn’t Know, can be found online at https://www.harbor-review.com/what-i-didnt-know-i-didnt-know. Find her at lindaladerman.com.

 

Linda Laderman

Marina

It is a ritual to bathe the daughter.

Baptized, she purifies dirty water,

rinsed over long hair that falls out between fingers.

Years ago, we handed her to a man over a vat

and believed him when he said she would not drown.

 

Face down, screams dull;

Reverberated from a dank vessel now lost

in the catacombs she sacrificed herself in.

This new life – it is of another world.

The kind where she does not crave the bitter cold.

A kind where she is welcomed into the body of her mother

instead of the ghost of a girl

whose father told her to sink or swim.

 

How holy is this veiled light

when she burns her lungs amongst it

just to find out she is finally alive.

 

And how heavenly is the father that cleanses and kills

in the same room.

 

When he washes his hands of blood under the halo of moon,

he turns his back to his children,

still beneath the water,

waiting to be absolved of their sins.

 

Sydney Greiner is an undergraduate at Susquehanna University studying English Literature and Publishing & Editing. She finds inspiration in the stories she hears, whether it be from a friend or a stranger. When she is not writing she enjoys watching Twin Peaks and spending time with her cat, Tokyo.

 

Sydney Greiner

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