A Thousand Friends

Frenzy and folly,

Gaudy music and fantastic dancing,

 

A moving party of

Scarlet, orange, golden, green, blue, and purple.

 

Glittery “dames”,

Circuit swells,

Fashion fancies,

And erect wantons

Step stately and deliberately out of bounds.

 

Security within,

The eccentric takes care of the bizarre.

 

For sixty minutes during the sixth month,

A dense crowd of friends,

Gay and straight,

Are entertained

And inspired by a life of courage.

 

—a mashup using words only found in Edgar Allan Poe’s The Masque of the Red Death (1842)

 

by Dennis Bensie

Dennis lives in Seattle and works professionally in theatre. He has two books published through Coffeetown Press (Shorn: Toys To Men In 2011, and One Gay American In 2012) as well as numerous short stories and essays around the web. The piece included in this issue (73) of Burningword Literary Journal will be part of a 40-poem anthology entitled Flit: A Gay Man’s Poetry Mashup Of Classic Literature, which will be released by Coffeetown Press in October 2015.

Only The Tkk’ings

the clear blue sky a hovering Narcissus

sets cerulean shapes undulating the whole estero

winking the sun  seducing my eyes   sweet waters from the land

pulsing into salt ocean  slipping its way onto the land   I sit on one bank

looking across  wobbling yellow slits tight to this shore    reflect cliffs

behind me   opposite   shade shines down liquid black   sandy shore and open

water giving way   to dazzling light in action

dark underwater blues   deeper browns to fertile marsh

 

brown pelicans fly low  fall in akimbo  tripping over feet out taut

large floating group  some drop half-folded wings  loose skin cups  air against

water   not piston-swimming white pelicans herding fish   this a rhythmic applause

varied, playful   stops for silence   fellow pelicans take up a new patterned patter

making a community music  none feed, listening to each other’s versions—plaintive cry

a gull’s—pierces a long pelican pause   leaving rings of room  around its sound

more pelicans splash in, their own are clapping back   more gulls  kee-een into the

next rest   pelicans wait and syncopate clap-cuba-tap-africa   gulls scree-ee

each species receives the other’s new offering   never in my thirty years here

over the minutes, the hour   the numbers and sound expand   birds

hundreds, a thousand   their mass louder penetrating   gull chorus shrieking

pelicans slapping    raucous cacophony   pushing out all silence,

enveloping me   unease replaces my relaxed wonder   mind

taken from me I turn my body away

a skinned stick rosy hint of sunset dancing on it

bright towers waver  from now golden

cliffs on the other side about my time

to leave   I notice from the quiet

time has moved on so have

the pelicans and gulls   I am

only soft again   a fresh-

feathered first-year curlew

in the landscape   a

waterborne gull makes

wake swimming toward me

winds and currents push west

toward the sea, the sun at the end of day

massed wavelets bunch higher  shift shadows, turn darker

I look back to the east the water is calmer oddly more filled with light farther

from the sun. a distant invisible fountain pouring upward tiny scintillations

here the sun is closer    streaming directly at me    begins to look night

all around    a paralyzing beam’s dark halo   the known world so

close and closing  only the tkk’ings of a bushbird   a bee

bumbling for gold    come across  on the still  air

 

by Jen Sharda

Jen Sharda lives in the San Francisco Bay Area—its fine community of poets, easy access to nature, and liveliness in the arts nourishes her writing. Her work is forthcoming in Forge, Marin Poetry Center Anthology and Spillway. She attended Squaw Valley Community of Writer’s in 2014 and has attended the Napa Valley Writers’ Conference since 2010, working with Jane Hirshfield, Major Jackson, and twice with Arthur Sze. Jen joined David St. John’s Cloud View Poets classes in 2013. Jay Leeming and Carolyn Miller were early teachers.

The Quiltmaker

It took her years, but she made a memory quilt the size of their home. At first, she used her husband’s worn work clothes. Some time passed and she cut, nipped, and threaded a fine needle through her children’s clothes, too. Her husband took to calling her fanatical; saying she no longer honored his wishes. The children grew and fell away like autumn leaves. Then the cancer stuck for good. She rolled her yellow eyes, lit her Marijuana cigarette, and touched him gently as she’d once done. Her life was coming to a close, she knew. Like flash cards in youth, quicker by the day. Now her children and husband gathered by her bedside; said their last goodbyes. They loved her dearly, but none knew what to do with her old clothes. They only wanted their fair share. But she hadn’t divided them; that they had done on their own.

 

by Bill Cook

Bill Cook lives in a semi-rural area in Southern California’s High Desert, and has stories published in Juked, elimae, Thieves Jargon, Tin Postcard Review, Right Hand Pointing, The Summerset Review, SmokeLong Quarterly and in Dzanc’s anthology Best of the Web 2009.

Wishing Well

Dancing water sloshed

At the edge of gray

Slate, weary and washed

By a thousand coins, as the day

 

Gaped from the gap above. Broken

Floor-to-sky foundation, tired cracks.

Steady toss-chip-tumble tokens

Dug in deep. The architect’s facts

 

Ignored wish-fueled erosion, material

Chosen to swallow the glaring sun

Lies brittle and dry, a burial

Of whispered aspiration. One by one,

 

Tiles seep and shift to press

The tidal drag. Ten thousand cubic feet

Lost to ceramic distress,

Once upon a time wet and neat,

 

Now caged by empty glass walls

Mocked by ill-timed, temperate rain.

With dreams of glossy waterfalls

Intact in crass inscription, will it train

 

The eye and ear and heart

On what’s no longer within reach?

The wishing fountain wills itself a part

Of resurrection from the unintended breach

 

Of contact. At the center, a boat

Or a paper plane in copper, brushed.

Postmodern misdirection left to gloat

Over snap of sealants and lazy work of grouters, rushed.

 

 

by Meryl McQueen

 

Meryl McQueen is an American writer living in Sydney. Born in South Africa, she grew up in Europe and the U.S. Before turning to writing full-time, she was a social worker, counselor, college professor, researcher, and grant writer. She earned her doctorate in linguistics from the University of Technology, Sydney, her master’s in public administration from the University of Illinois at Chicago, and her bachelor of science in education and social policy from Northwestern. Meryl speaks several languages and has lived in seven countries. She loves to play piano, sing, hike in the woods, and cook. Her poetry has been published in Blue Lake Review, Clearfield Review, Crack the Spine, The Critical Pass Review, Dunes Review, Ginosko, Ozone Park Journal, Phoebe, RiverSedge, the Set Free Anthology, The Tower Journal, Town Creek Review, Vanguard in the Belly of the Beast, and Yellow Moon.

Bukowski

We lay in bed and smoked cigarettes. She wasn’t allowed to smoke in her apartment, but figured she’d find a way to cover the smell when the time came to move out. The future never concerned her much. Untouchable, unknowable things never did. Her naked leg rested on my stomach as we talked about the past, about music, about films. We both vowed to re-watch Twin Peaks, this time with each other. I worried that I’d never make it as a writer. We discussed this while listening to something like goth music, something she liked and wanted me to like too.

She said, “Hush. Don’t talk that way. Bukowski didn’t publish his first book until he was fifty-one.”

I said, “But Bukowski wasn’t serious literature. Philip Roth won the National Book Award at twenty-seven.”

She laughed and blew smoke in my face and said, “You can’t break out of prison and into society the same week.”

“What?” I said.

“John Wayne,” she said. “It’s from a John Wayne movie.”

“You don’t seem like the type.”

“I wasn’t born with black eyeliner and lace. Besides, Bukowski is twice the writer you are.”

I shut up and we made love. Later, she apologized about the Bukowski remark.

 

by Jason Christian

 

Jason Christian traveled for more than a decade, first with a carnival, and later in search of adventure. He is currently studying creative writing at Oklahoma State University and plans to pursue an MFA after that. He has published in This Land Press, Mask Magazine, Liquid Journal, and has a story forthcoming in Oklahoma Review.