A Rural Life

When the birds and bees die off because of chemical misuse, where will procreation be, who will make love? Only the Doomsday Clock will keep moving and gasping.

Every field is being stripped. Big Dude tractors, and grain hoppers the size of two car garages. Harvest is part of mid-America; it’s what we do; it’s how we feed the world.

A slow and steady rain follows two days of harder rain, chides us for cranking up our diesel tractors and ethanol plants here in corn country, and causes this climate shift which accounts for alien-warm Midwestern winters with too little snow and too much gray. We call these downpours toad-stranglers.

It’s here where thighs turn thick as oaks in an abandoned field, where the waist takes on a tractor’s tire, and where breasts grow a valley between sagging hills. We don’t kill ourselves anymore like Karen Carpenter did because we know we must live with our choices. One too many flavored coffees and we forget how we once loved the pain, would do anything for a compliment.  Now we find little shame in comforting ourselves in a weeping world where the only true love lingers along a crowded sky.

My gentleman farmer ages with the seasons. At fifty, the wear is evident. At sixty, a tractor becomes a ten-story building to scale. He wanted to climb Devil’s Tower once, but that was before his days ran together into a jumble of moments called Time.

See this mishmash of days, see it clear, this is life, this here and there. To forget to fight, to uncurl the fist, to close the lips, is not surrender. Peace comes to the quiet heart. And to pray upon the fertile land for an end to war is virtuous.

 

Chila Woychik

 

German-born Chila Woychik has bylines in journals such as Silk Road, Storm Cellar, and Soundings East, and was awarded the 2017 Loren Eiseley Creative Nonfiction Award (Red Savina Review) & the 2016 Linda Julian Creative Nonfiction Award (Emrys Foundation). She craves the beautiful and lyrical, and edits the Eastern Iowa Review.

Compass

Another of my father’s dense metal hand tools

 

That he’d never find or use again

once we took them from the shed.

 

That caught the exact size of things

by reach, touch, sight —

not needing inches and eighths

or arid calculation.

 

That turned perfect circles without

even trying.

 

That had a not-so-well-oiled joint

twisting between two sharp points, important

only in how far one was from the other.

 

That my brother and I blunted

by spiking it into rocky dirt and tree trunks

while almost always missing the

tiny, half rotten backyard apples

we aimed to impale.

 

That, after an unmeasured arc,

stuck, for a moment, just above my knee.

 

Lee W. Potts

 

Lee W. Potts has an MA in creative writing from Temple University and is a former editor of the Painted Bride Quarterly. His work has appeared in The South Street Star, Gargoyle, The Sun, and The Painted Bride Quarterly. He lives just outside of Philadelphia.

Lucid Lucy Lululy

She had plugged

The holes atop

Her head with hair

To keep the brains

From knowing there

Was more to life

Than dark and matted skull.

But if she’d once

Considered the cold

Bare fish tail strands

A-dangling exposed

To brushes, combs,

Hot water, wind,

Men’s clutch, she’d

Maybe not have shrieked

When all the hairs

Sunk down to sub-

Skull, crowded round

Her thoughts, coiled

Tight – for warmth –

And lit a fire; set in.

The smoke, an alabaster

Hue – burnt bone?

That smoggy ouster –

Shrouded baldened

Skin, and left

An airborne trail

Like bread crumbs

For the damned

Behind her head

Where all she went then on.

Rebecca White

 

Rebecca White is a journalist based in New York City. She is a frequent contributor to The New York Times. Her poetry is as of yet unpublished. Rebecca’s poems reflect both her personal experiences and the experiences of those who have shared their stories with her. Much of her work focuses on protest, pain, and power.

 

 

The Martyr

Who are you?

You don’t know?

No.

I’ll come closer.

Your face.  What happened to your face?

You don’t remember?

No.

Are you sure?  Look.

It’s horrible.  The holes in your face.  Your chest.  Your stomach.

Yes.  So many.

Why are you laughing?

Children laugh.  Don’t you know children laugh?

Stop.  Stop it, please.  The sound. It hurts.

Yes.  It’s supposed to hurt.

But why do you hurt me?

I asked you that, too.

Please. Please I am begging you.  Don’t look at me.

I have to look at you.

The sound, the sound!  But who are you?  I don’t understand. They said there would be virgins.

 

Marc Simon

 

Marc Simon’s short fiction has appeared in several literary magazines, including The Wilderness House Review, Flashquake, Poetica Magazine, The Writing Disorder, Jewish Fiction.net, Slush Pile Magazine and most recently, Everyday Fiction. His debut novel, The Leap Year Boy was published in December, 2012.

Kasandra Larsen

The Narcissist Hears What You’re Trying to Do There

 

Grabs your argument in a certain hand, clenches

your words in a fist,

spits

 

them back at you before you’ve decided

what you were even trying

to say. Perhaps

 

there wasn’t a manipulative germ

or any exhumed dirty word,

maybe

 

what he can hear and see

is the extent of it,

transparent,

 

but he’s perspicacious with a straight spine,

drawn to full height,

tongue

 

slashing, that dripping dagger

to remind

every syllable matters

 

in the way

it could possibly relate

to him. Admit

 

he wasn’t part of the intended audience,

meandering sentence

still unspooling from your lips?

 

Unthinkable.

Unforgiveable sin.

He has to stop you before you can begin.


Swing Song

 

Squeak creak squeal

squeak creak squeal: across the street,

a couple in their twenties

 

pumps long legs into glassy sky, bodies

flung nearly perpendicular

to the top of the bar, so high. Individual

 

horizons. Now she knows those sounds

last week at sundown

did not mean she was going to break

 

something.

How silly to think the weight

of forty-seven years means anything

 

to a swing

ready to squeak all comers into the clouds

and back to thirteen,

 

sullen, holding a Walkman

turned up loud, back to seven,

screaming in delight, pushed

 

so hard she had to hold on

tight. All the way home,

their palms will thrum

 

with effort while their minds

fly, worries having fallen

from their pockets like pebbles

 

into sand,

the smell of salty steel

still kissing their hands.

 

Kasandra Larsen

 

Kasandra Larsen’s work has appeared in Best New Poets, Hawai’i Pacific Review, Into the Void Magazine, Stoneboat Literary Journal, Two Hawks Quarterly, and others. Her manuscript CONSTRUCTION was a finalist for the 2016 Four Way Books Intro Prize in Poetry; her chapbook STELLAR TELEGRAM won the 2009 Sheltering Pines Press Chapbook Award. She is a two-time Pushcart nominee.